Standing With Open Hands…

I laid on the hardwood floor partly praying, mostly surrendering. It had been several months since I had lost my job. I was running out of money and found myself wrestling with the fact that I might need to make certain decisions that left me feeling indignant, embarrassed and feeling like a failure. I laid on the floor after having done all I could; I took a deep breath and opened my hands to God. I was still actively looking for work but that moment, I let it all go – the fear, the shame, even the hope of quickly returning to work. That instant, I gave myself permission to be okay, even if that meant taking a detour; even if I were to lose it all.

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The months of unemployment — my liminal space – served as an incubator for additional character development. During that time, I was reminded of several life-changing truths, including the following:

  • Prayer should come from a place of faith and not of fear – Have your prayers ever sounded like this… “God, I don’t want to face this; please don’t let such and such happen” or “I don’t want to go through that and seem…?” If there is one thing I learned these past few months it is that when our focus is on what we fear the most, our fear becomes our reality. Surrendering requires that we take a stance of faith – in our thoughts, in our prayer, in our actions; for, the fear that consumes us and on which we set our mind will inevitably become true.
  • The experience of loss can be a great litmus test of our faith – A loss may occur on various forms – loss of a job, a house, a relationship, the passing of someone dear — and may generate various degrees of anguish. We may think we know how we would react when faced with such loss or adversity but in reality, we won’t know until we find ourselves in those situations. It is then we will testify of our beliefs and faith. It is in the testing of our knowing that we are awakened to our strengths and to those areas where we are still questioning. It is absolutely normal and important that we should acknowledge our losses and struggles. Yet, just as important, we must be resilient and resolved to grieve them, to push through and to remain anchored to what we know to be true.
  • There is rest in the midst of the storm – That moment on the floor when I consciously decided to relinquish control of the situation, I was overtaken by  a peace that surpassed my understanding. Once again, Abba took on my yoke and my burden became light. And, the days that followed gifted me with a  renewed mind and just as David exclaimed in Psalm 62, I found an inner rest that could have only come from God.

When you face stormy seas, I will be there with you with endurance and calm; you will not be engulfed in raging rivers. If it seems like you’re walking through fire with flames licking at your limbs, keep going; you won’t be burned. Isaiah 43:2 (The Voice)


Is there something in your life for which you need to open your hands? What have you been holding on to that ought to be surrendered? You don’t have to do it alone! There is provision for it all, if only you would open your hands.

In His mercy!
Christine

Sabătica Supports: Children’s Rescue Mission (CRM) – Honduras

When the Honduras trip was announced in August, I was already a couple of months into my unemployment. My heart jumped at the opportunity but my mind quickly brought me back to my reality. Yet, somehow, I couldn’t shake the desire to join the team. At the core of my interest was an innate love for service and a perpetual response to the great commission but also a strong pull to get away, to see humanity through fresh eyes and to posture myself to encounter the One who never fails to appear and meet me in the field.

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Not quite sure how to proceed, I decided to attend the first pre-mission meeting. There, I met several of the prospective team members and Miguel Giron, the Founder and Director of the Children’s Rescue Mission, the organization with which we would partner in Honduras. I had already visited CRM’s website and social media platforms but after hearing Miguel share about his work and vision, I was compelled to place a demand on my faith and to take a leap. So, at the end of the meeting, I took an application and what followed was nothing less than a divine intervention  and doors opening for me to get to Honduras.

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If you’ve ever been on a mission or humanitarian trip, you understand that the group dynamic differs with each team and mission’s purpose. Often, it’s proven to be rather testing to put a group of (often) strangers together for days, sharing assignments, meals, devotionals, rooms. However, this time around, there was no ambiguity; while most members of our team didn’t personally know each other prior to the first meeting, while we probably had our own personal yearning for the trip, it was quite evident that we were divinely selected for the task and intertwined by our personal faith and love for Abba’s people.

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We each had our own testimony – of how mountains were moved and oceans were parted in order to get to Teupasenti – too many to share in a few paragraphs. However, one of such testimonies of faith that began years before we embarked on the journey and which will continue to unfold and deepen long after we left Honduras was the one lived out by Miguel Giron. By faith, he answered the call to help and bring hope to the people of Teupasenti and other surrounding villages. By faith, he shared his vision and mission to the rest of us. It is also by faith that he keeps doing the work, trusting that needs will be met and that lives will continue to be transformed.

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The NBCC Missions team which comprised of eight members were in Teupasenti for eight days. We visited and walked through 5 villages, distributed food to and prayed with about 140 families. At the CRM feeding center, we fed scores of elderly one day and a large group of bright eyed, beautiful children another day. We held soccer games in some of the villages, painted nails, made bracelets, flew kites and gave countless hugs.  We had many conversations and had several impromptu encounters that broke our hearts wide open; encounters like the one we had with a little girl named Mariela. We first met her sitting in front of the grocery store where we went food shopping. There was something about her face, so precious yet desolated. Her clothes were dirty and her little feet were bare, covered in dust from walking miles from her home, which we later visited, in search of something to eat. We approached and talked with her for a while. We bought her some popcorn then with permission, walked her to a nearby vendor to get her a pair of shoes. As we were talking with the shop keeper, one of her brothers came over, at which time we found out that they were part of a family of nine. We got them both shoes. It wasn’t part of our “plan” but what follows was a true display of God showing up and inhabiting available vessels to pour out His love on His children.

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I was on the side, trying to take a few pictures when I was overtaken by the sight in front of me. Two of my teammates knelt down and selflessly leaned over to wash and clean Mariela’s and her brother’s feet. They didn’t think twice; they didn’t wait until all conditions were right, they used what they had in their backpacks to demonstrate God’s kind of love and start a chain of events that brought transformation to a family.

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These special encounters were many. They were all around the corners, at the town square and even in the four walls of the “Mission” house. We had but a glimpse at all the human and spiritual needs that are ever present in Teupasenti and in the other villages being currently supported by CRM. More than identifying the needs, it was undeniably evident that Miguel Giron and his CRM team could not do it alone. It was clear that they needed ongoing and sustaining help to continue to run their programs which on any given day, touch hundreds of lives, crossing through generations.

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The primary assignment on this trip was to provide and distribute food and other necessary items to the local villages. We made the round once for each village but CRM does it on an ongoing basis. While preparing for the trip, we also learned and onsite saw for ourselves, that $20 US dollars could sufficiently feed a family of five for a whole week; providing rice, beans, oil, coffee, sugar, pasta, tomato paste, spices and a live chicken, as often included, among other things. $20 US dollars.

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CRM does more than feeding the hungry; they are anchored in the El Paraiso region as a beacon of hope. They purpose to affect change that lasts and in such pursuit, they invest in the future generation by operating a school that provides academic and vocational training for both the children and their parents. More than rescuing the children from poverty and its byproducts, they expose them to the Arts through music and dance and enable them to dream of a well-rounded life, providing more opportunities for them to later succeed and find fulfillment.

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CRM is a city on a hill, one that brings light to an entire region with diverse demographics – children, youth, elderly, men, women. As I observed Miguel Giron and his Honduran team, there is no doubt that they do what they do out of love and a genuine desire to improve the life of their compatriots and communities. While impressed and encouraged by their determination, excellent work and faith, I couldn’t help but also notice that the needs are great and their resources limited.

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By the end of our stay, I felt strongly convicted by the facts and reality of things. So much so that I didn’t want to simply take my personal experience back home, to move onward with my life and close my eyes on what I had witnessed in Honduras. I was being reminded of someone whose humanitarian work I admire and who once said that it was a sacred rite to compassionately witness someone’s desperation and convey that story to people who have the ability to change those circumstances. (A. Judd)

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The donations we took with us, for which we are all very grateful, came from a wide range of donors linked to our team members or our NBCC family. While our team of eight boarded the plane to Honduras, we took along everyone who contributed to the work we did. Everyone who partnered with us, both in prayer and financially, played a part in changing the circumstances for the families and individuals we met; for Mariela, the little girl covered in dirt who we approached and who, as we recently learned, is now a regular at CRM’s children programs, benefiting from their various services and certainly on her way to  a better future.

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If you are wondering whether you have the ability to change someone’s life, let me answer with a resounding yes. Understandably, when faced with the extent of such great needs, one cannot help but feel overwhelmed and possibly inadequate to help, but as I know first hand, every little bit helps; and as Mother Theresa once said, we don’t all have to do great things but can do small things with great love. So, as we prepare to begin a new year, as we pray for opportunities to serve, as we think about where to invest our resources, I encourage you to consider CRM and their invaluable ongoing programs [feeding, relief, education, empowerment, among others]. Any gift, big or small, will make tremendous difference and change someone’s circumstances forever.

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The time spent in Honduras breathed new life into my heart. More than that, I was reminded that regardless of where we are from — nationality, race or social status, we are all fundamentally more alike than we are different. Some may have greater means than others but when we hunger, hurt or rejoice, we all feel the same.

It’s been almost a month since the NBCC team and I returned home. Although we lived in close proximity and walked the same paths for eight days, we each had a very unique experience in Honduras. Nonetheless, we all can attest to the facts that our lives have been changed, that we all left our hearts in Teupasenti and are already looking forward to going back. Perhaps, you can join us next time.

Meanwhile, here is a quick glimpse at our week in Honduras via the the following link:  FLICKR

In His service,
Christine Dorvil


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Sabătica Fall 2016 – Peace that Endures [Reflections & Pictures]

We are not at peace with others because we are not at peace with ourselves, and we are not at peace with ourselves because we are not at peace with God. –Thomas Merton


As we prayed and began to prepare for this year’s Fall retreat, the word PEACE kept on surfacing. Considering the current state of our cities, nation and world, overtaken by fear and despair, we took it as a clear indication of where our focus ought to be and a confirmation that our gathering needed not only to provide a space for serenity and respite but also to engage in practices that would harness an inner peace that could endure through layers of fear, global chaos and uncertainties. So, for two days we gathered and through selected teachings, various practices, rest and community, we pursued the peace that endures. What ensued was a beautiful lesson and testament of faith — faith to trust and proceed despite obstacles; faith to show up, to be vulnerable and to seek peace with ourselves, with others and with God.

For various reasons, this second Fall retreat was very significant to me, especially for the lessons it brought along. It didn’t go according to the original plan but as it unfolded and as everyone later shared about their experiences to and during the retreat, it was certain that it all transpired just as it was supposed to.

To every soul who attended, to our teachers and helpers who selflessly gave of themselves and to all of you, our friends reading this post, we pray for continued grace and enduring peace.

Here are some of the moments that were captured during the retreat.

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You will keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on you…”
— Isaiah 26:3


Sabătica Fall Retreat: {Peace That Endures}
Date: September 23-24, 2016
Location: Dolce Conference Center, Norwalk, CT
Retreat Leader: Peace That Endures, Lectio Divina, Meditation {Christine Dorvil},
Retreat Teachers: Pilates {Sarina Fiorita}; Painting {Vernice Holmes}; Aromatherapy {Dorota Matys}

 

SABĂTICA FOCUS ON: Linda Sellers, Clean Eating

I strongly believe that our journeys are interconnected and that our individual transformation is not just for the self but also for the sake of others. Thus, while planning this first Wellness Initiative gathering, it was imperative that we stayed true to that belief by not only providing information on the selected topics but also creating a channel for us to learn from one another.

One of the elements of wellness that seem to be a challenge for many of us is maintaining our physical health. We are either afraid of finding out the unknown and thus stay away from everything medical; we don’t have the right information to make better choices or we know what we ought to do but simply can’t seem to follow through. It was, therefore, important for this Wellness Initiative to also focus on physical health, hence the topic of Clean Eating.

Interestingly, for the past few months or so I have been following my friend Linda Sellers who has embarked on her own “clean eating” and wellness journey and who has been generous with sharing along the way. I celebrate her commitment and accomplishments and am ecstatic that she will be joining us June 4th to share with our Sabătica community and help us approach our own quest for weight loss/clean eating/well-being with the right mindset and tools.

As a foretaste of what to come, below is a brief exchange I had with Linda. Enjoy and join us at the Bartlett Arboretum for much more.


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The Wellness Initiative is your own personal invitation and a gentle reminder to make your total well-being a priority and a partnership offering to make that a reality and a way of life.


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Please tell us about yourself!

I’m 39 years old. I work with children with special needs at New Canaan Public Schools. I have a 19 year old son named Andre who attends a local college in town. I enjoy going to Church..serving the LORD through Worship. It’s so refreshing and life giving. I also have quite a blast spending time with family and friends. I enjoy volunteering at a local homeless shelter; I believe it’s important to give back. For, freely it’s given on to us, freely we should give; one of the many things my mother taught me as a child. (Soo good)

The highlight of my days is my alone time…I love to read a good book or sitting in silence.. .kick off my shoes & sip my Match Tea or iced Match in my comfy cozy chair by the window. Hello all 4 seasons. Oh such a treat!

What prompted you to change your diet and adopt “clean eating”?

I had a major health scare. I was put on a cardiac and low sodium diet.  I stayed in the hospital for 4 days. But on the 3rd day, I started to reflect on what I was being fed and realized something wasn’t right.

They did a great job with portion control; no table salt, low carbs. However when I had my breakfast, a small muffin with margarine, I became sick.  I knew I needed to educate myself on what’s healthy for me once I was discharged from the hospital.

My family started to help me research healthy eating. I became aggressive. I prayed for GOD to heal me from over-eating.  I was able to get to the root of my eating disorder by surrendering it to GOD and I began a clean eating program that’s tailored for me. YAYYY!!!

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How would you, in your own words, describe “clean eating”?

Clean eating for me is eating natural or organic, grass-fed meats/fish. Two servings of 3oz of protein twice  a day.

This includes nuts and almond butter/peanut butter. Fresh or frozen organic fruits/ veggies…. Sometimes I get regular. It’s all about the budget..however I don’t and I won’t ever get regular beef due to the way my body processes it.  I only purchase items with five or less ingredients. I believe less ingredients means more natural. Nothing prepackaged. No frozen  meals.

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How has that changed your life?

– I am no longer on meds for my heart
– My pseudo tumor has shrunk
– My optic nerve damage is improving
– My Bones  don’t hurt when I wake up in the morning
– I have more energy than usual
– My skin looks great
– I lost 47 pounds since January 14 till present

I am accountable with my weight loss management through weekly meetings and weekly   weigh ins  along with some light exercise, walking on the treadmill or outside enjoying nature.

I do make mistakes along the way. The goal is to be aware and to expose them. Just being real with myself has helped me recognize that I will not be perfect;  hey it’s okay, no big deal is what I tell myself. You are allowed to make mistakes along the way.


Thank you, Linda, for your authenticity and grace and for encouraging us to never give up; to keep going with everything we’ve got — faith, determination, education, action. xxx